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2026-02-23 12:03 pm
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Sick with boredom

I forgot both my medication and my USB stick today. I am left not writing, not working on my website, and not even doing school work. My only outlet is online chess. By the time the week is over, I will not have this issue anymore.

My only hope: my iPod. Everyone needs to listen to gurugurueigakan, the best punk-rock band to ever exist. God... why is there not more of them...
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2026-02-18 06:26 pm
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Today's been a slog

I went thrifting today in hopes of finding a bag with a nice bag strap to harvest instead of having to pay more for one from Amazon or AliExpress but... nothing O_o WTF?? There used to be messenger bags everywhere.

I saw this suitcase that I was honestly really tempted by because it's so "me", but I already have one the same size at home that I customised a couple of years ago now. 面倒くさい!面倒くさい!面倒くさい!面倒くさい!
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2026-02-14 03:35 pm
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It is so gloomy that the crows don't even want to play.

I went out to buy microfiber cloths (which I spent a long time deciding on just to buy the home brand), and as a bonus, scored a nice bag large enough to hold even my 14-inch iBook with much room to spare for only $5!

I plan on getting a nice shoulder strap for the bag and affixing lots of pins and keychains and so on to it in the future. Maybe I could even put my fabric paint to use... I don't trust in the quality of the material, but if things break, it's simply my job to repair it. ;-)

じゃあね... I'll spend tonight drinking with my girlfriend! After all, it's Valentine's.
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2026-02-13 03:06 pm
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Whining

Various updates: I got some new "straightening" (yea right) shampoo and used it today. My hair is air drying now which will certainly not contribute to the straightness but I'm lazy. I also got a new laptop and I'm so excited to show her off... whenever she arrives that is. I think I'll name her Lithium.

I started taking dexamphetamine and now I dunno what I'm supposed to do otherwise. I feel as regular as always, but I'm sensitive... last night I lay in bed and my heart was pounding and pounding. Nine hours after I had my second pill.
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2026-02-10 04:18 pm
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Motto Satisfied!

I'm really tired today. Really, really, really tired.

I set up portable installs on my USB for my own purposes. I'm gonna have to talk about these in an article soon... ha, ha. The idea is that I'll be able to work on my own projects using any public Windows PC if they aren't so locked down that mere .exe files are banned.

I'm tired, but really, I'm dadadadada-dadada motto satisfied~... Ha. As if many of you would get that one.
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2026-02-06 08:51 am
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Museum yesterday...

Yesterday I had a lecture in which all I did was play Chess. It was mostly people asking a librarian questions that were in the course reference guide, and I picked up on a lot of it, but the knowledge that I could just read about it helped alleviate my anxiety a little...

Afterward, me and a friend went to the museum. Here the museum is free, and there are many exhibits, and most importantly many taxidermies. Ahh! So cute!
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2026-01-31 09:07 pm
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Sengoku Rance

My girlfriend bought a copy of Sengoku Rance. Naturally, this means I get to play it too, bumming off her...

It's really fun. Like, I didn't know what the gameplay would be like beforehand, but it's everything I like about strategy-war games, plus combat that's slightly similar to Devil Survivor. Plus you can have sex with cute girls.

I'm terrible at it, I need to restart my save, but I'm hooked...
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2026-01-27 04:42 pm
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I'm so tired!!!

I don't have much to report on but school has been nice. I've made a friend! Several!!

I'm really broke but I'm thinking that when I get paid I should get a tablecloth for my desk. Nice and cute. I think it would make my room a lot cuter.
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2026-01-22 12:50 pm
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My first day of class...

Today was, and still is for the next two hours, my orientation for my new course. It's a library course. As expected, many women--this is good! Less expected, a large chunk of men. I thought I might be in a very small minority.

After introducing myself to several interesting looking people I got some comments on my name being unique. It is merely a very European name, but in no way unique... I got complements on my piercings and outfit though, hehe.

After all this, I'm going to Daiso on the way home! I have willed it, so it will happen.

On an unrelated note I bought some new clothes from Taobao a few days ago and arranged for shipment to Australia today. I'm looking forward to it~ I'm greedy and want to be cute at school
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2026-01-20 09:16 am
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I got a new shelf...for free.

I think I committed some kind of fraud.

I ordered a cheap shelf from Kmart to be delivered to my house as I need storage for my books and CDs. I sat here and I prayed: please, come to my house soon! But it took a long time.

Now, four days past the due date and it hadn't even moved across the country. I contacted Kmart first. "My shelf hasn't arrived! Here's all my information!" They, rightfully, processed it as lost in transit then gave me a refund. Then I contacted the courier. "My shelf hasn't arrived! Here's all my information!" They got it to me the next day, that is yesterday.

All according to keikaku...
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2026-01-15 10:43 am
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I've developed some sort of addiction to walking.

Recently I walk and I walk... for hours and hours...

Yesterday it was 3 hours and 45 minutes. I walked 16.5 kilometers and it was amazing. It also entirely exhausting but I walked back far less damaged than the first time I did this route; in fact, the first time I did this route, I got the bus back home.

You might say, that isn't a bad addiction to have. I guess I agree with you in the end but I spend all day doing nothing just to get all my energy out during the night. I can't really sleep afterwards either, so it's not a sleep aid.

But God is it great to walk!
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2026-01-08 02:16 pm
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I didn't find any pandas...

My trip outdoors was unsuccessful. No pandas in sight.

My body is really sore... However I decided it's better to have a sore body from working out than a sore body from my health issues and weak body. Whatever.

I couldn't sleep last night... I'm so tired...
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2026-01-07 05:36 pm
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I have a calendar now.

As expected,
it's a panda calendar. My collection continues to grow, relatively dangerously. I also got a panda tote bag to use at school.
Tomorrow I want to search the local thrift stores for even more pandas.

I've decided to start properly exercising every day. I got some app to give me shit to do each day, but the words "I installed an app" calling out of my mouth are disgusting lol.
I'm also doing shoulder exercises separately, and various stretches before bed, both for my posture.

I won't call any of this a new year's resolution. The plan is to set habits for my whole life... I just happened to start doing this in January lol
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2026-01-02 03:17 pm
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Happy New Year

It is the year 2026. Despite everything, I'm still the same mouse as ever. This year I will enjoy new studies, new friends, and new Shinjuku Gewalt yuri in my imagination.

I was very happy with my artwork last year.
Hopefully this year will be just as nice for me! But I don't have much more to say.
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2025-12-30 01:56 pm
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I suddenly find myself without anything to do.

The past few weeks have been complicated. I'm looking forward to the new year, and especially for tomorrow night, when the timer ticks over and suddenly...suddenly...the new year will have hit us all.

Us all here in Australia, anyway.

Well, today's slow and boring. My eyes are very tired. I need to practice staying up tonight too, else I fall asleep early for the New Year! That would be terrible.

I hope you are well. I've been mindlessly sketching today.
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2025-12-25 03:26 pm
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Merry Christmouse

This year was a big one; as will be next year, and the year after that. Every year is big, really.

I'm grateful for a lot of thinks. Thank God for mice,
pandas,
power lines,
love,
colours,
my girlfriend,
computers,
and most of all: music.
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2025-12-23 05:29 pm
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CYCLE RECYCLE

My daily routine lately consists of waking up at 6AM, trying not to cry from how poor my sleep is, having tea in the morning and then retreating right back to my room.
I sit on my computer all day without doing anything, move to my bed to text people and similarly do nothing, then move back to my computer.
The only thing I do with much worth all day is constantly text my girlfriend, watching movies and playing games in the evening, but I fall asleep long before her thanks to the aforementioned poor sleep. It's not good of me.

On a good day I'll apply for jobs and go on a walk. I have not spent time with my friends in a long while due to various circumstances. Until study starts in January, I'm stuck in place. My entire life so far seems to consist of waiting for things to happen.

At least I'm doing something for Christmas!

Thanks for everything, Maya.
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2025-12-22 06:51 am
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Panda paradise

Lately I haven't been sleeping well at all. No matter how early I go to bed, I toss and I turn and I have strange dreams. My body is heavy and full of slime.

Yesterday I picked up a new panda, probably the new centrepiece for my collection.

...this is getting out of hand...
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2025-12-19 03:18 pm
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She's mine!

For the longest time, I have wanted an Apple iBook, particularly a G4. I think the sleek, boxy design & beautiful white colour makes it one of the most beautiful laptop computers Apple has ever made.

Now, I've got no idea what to name her. She's massive, and I have a lot of software I already plan on installing her, but the matter of names evades me. If you know me, you know I value every computer personally, and as such... I'm sentimental enough to give them names.

The SSD is a little small but that's the least of my worries.

Did you know that these things come with built-in Apache web servers? I don't plan on keeping her as a server, but it's curious. I never knew this. This is the first Apple computer I've ever owned, actually.

I can't wait to play. It look like Jumbo can't, either...
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2025-12-18 04:02 pm
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I got a tattoo.

Today, finally, I got a tattoo...
It's the oracle bone script character for mouse, or rat. I've had a strong interest in both of these subjects for a very very long time.

Oracle bone script is the writing system modern Chinese (and therefore Japanese) writing was derived from. Questions would be carved onto turtle bones, cast into the fire, and the cracks would be read. A form of divination, hence, "oracle bone" script.

I always thought petroglyphs of all kinds were beautiful.