鼠ん

I've been troubled by my employment services lately. Tormented, even.
I'm crazy anxious no matter what. I've found it hard to pick up the phone...whether the calls are coming from my employment services provider or the hospital or a family member whose number I don't have saved. I can't deal with very much. I'm extremely overwhelmed lately~~ I'm just a weak human being. I can't take more than two seconds of anything!
I'm crumbling.

I sent in a request to change my employment services provider. It immediately cancelled all appointments, despite that not really being what's supposed to happen... that's supposed to happen AFTER I get in with the new guys...
I think that after I get in with the new provider I'll try to start a part time TAFE course in IT. Web development, apparently.
It'll be online, so I'll have to worry a lot less about attendance.

Outside of that: I've been playing Opus Magnum lately. It's fun.
Maybe my only hobby right now. I don't feel that motivated to do anything. I resent drawing, I dread emails, I frustrate myself even working on websites...sentences of this nature
it takes a lot just to open my blog.
it's fine...

じゃあね。